New Poem: Paragraphs

Hey guys so umm, I havent got anyone who has really looked at my blog or anything yet but im hoping to oneday, so when I do I'm just going to have some writing stuff of mine.. yeah.. so um heres a song i wrote..or just a poem, not sure yet, and i have no idea how good it is, just a reflection of how i've been feeling lately. *half smile*

So when did it pass them by ?
And why does love seem so far too me now ?
Why can't I feel myself,
And why can't I do anything about it,
Baby you were my everything and all,
And now your all thats lost to me,
I don't think I'm strong enough to dream anymore,
So please don't ask me where she's gone,
Because I can only answer with the truth,
And the truth isn't something I know anymore.

Distance was a problem of the past,
But now my minds taken part,
In the facade preventing noise or shout,
To signal for help since I'm surely falling apart.
We knew each other inside from out,
You assumed right, I always knew wrong.
I can't explain myself, not even to me,
I can only speak my empty words and listen to my new favourite song,
Yeah you were my everything and all,
But now its all lost to me..
And I don't think I'm strong enough to dream anymore.
So darling don't ask me where she has gone,
That girl we both knew who was so careful and sure
She's trapped somewhere now behiond heavy doors,
But this truth I can't seem to speak anymore.

But she will always be there,
Standing by those doors,
Awaiting sound of her miracle rescue,
Stuck watching shadows pass along floors,
And her heart is numb and her voice is small,
Scared to death some will notice her act to stand tall,
And her story will continue through these paragraphs, until she finds her shore.